Ok, I don’t want this to be another thing that people can judge me by I just want this to show people that Go is out there an he can change your life no matter what.

Well to start off when I was born my parents baptized me as a Catholic and for about 12 years that’s what I was. Before I hit my teenage years my life was hell. When I was 5 I moved from New York, and I didn’t want to. When I was 6 or 7 I got into this terrible car accident that gave me a scar on my chin. In ELEMENTARY school I got called a lot of names like “Frankenstine” or “Chuckie’s wife.” From then on that’s when my self esteem went low and I started cutting myself. Then when I was 7 I was in the hospital for this sickness called menigitis and people called me dirty. When I was 8 I was sexually molested by someone really close to me. When I had the guts to tell my Mom this person went to jail. Then I kept cutting myself I didn’t know how to take all the pain. I went to therapy but that didn’t help. Every day I was faking a smile which hurt. I was alone in school. When I was about to start middle school I had to move here to Kissimmee Fl. since hurricane Wilma went and destroyed the house I lived in. When I got here people looked at me weird. I felt like I was going to go through the same thing over and over again. I felt like God has abandoned me. I didn’t consider myself anything anymore. I was like “God doesn’t love me. I bet he doesn’t even know who I am.” Then one day someone came up to me and invited me to church. I was like I’m not going. They kept asking and I finally was convinced when I went they played music and then they showed a video about forgiving and that God will never leave you. The video also talked about God takes away pain that people have done to you like rape or making fun of you. When I saw the video I was crying and the only thing that went through my head was my childhood. They did an alter call and something made me go up I ha no clue what is was. The pastor came up to me and prayed for me and I fell to the floor. Afterwards, I went to a discipleship class and I decided to get baptized as a Christian. I knew that my life was only going to get harder because I got out of the enemy’s grip. All of a sudden my own family made fun of me and the Christian music I listened to. My cousin’s were always waiting for me to mess up to make my life a living hell but I didn’t let it get to me. I now live for God. Yea there are times things don’t go your way or things get hard but it’s something we learn from and try to learn from it. God has made a lot of miracles in my life. He has showed me the light. He could do the samething for you if you just let him. I’m always here. There is a lot more I didn’t write but my hands hurt. God bless. :)